Friday, March 6, 2015

23 days of spotting (then a 4 day af)

Well the cycle of taking licorice root has finally come to an end.  I honestly have no idea if I should try it again or what I should do.  On one hand I believe the 23 days of spotting followed by a very short af is caused by taking the licorice root however I have done this before when I had polyps.

I am using the law of attraction to thank myself for my healing, health and fertility.  I strongly began doing law of attraction again about 3 weeks ago.  I first started by thanking for my healing and then i slowly implemented the other 2 (health and fertility).  It's hard to say if I will have a normal cycle (even writing the truth of my worries then worries me it may come true).  It's a vicious cycle.

Either way I'm suspecting I'm on cd 5 of a brand new cycle, pending that the spotting doesn't return that is.

Ttc for over 5 years has taken its toll on me.  I have really good weeks/ days and of course bad ones.  I have moments where I'm relieved I can't have sex because there's no pressure to ovulate which brings the hope that I will concieve. Every cycle like many other women, I feel it in my "heart" that this is it and I will concieve.

I suppose it's only a matter of time before I figure out if I will/can but until I can see a FS, I feel like I have no choice but to stay hopeful.

So I'm still deciding if i should take the LR, in a few days if the spotting doesn't return I may try it, idk.

As always wishing all the ladies lots of baby dust and good luck.  May we all live our dreams soon enough.